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30 / 12 / 2011 @ 02:06
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30 / 12 / 2011 @ 02:06

this is just one of those pointless little posts that i’m gonna ramble on, boringly.. because, i don’t wanna post it to my original account. Anyways, one thing that pisses me off more than anything is bullying. What exactly makes you think it’s perfectly fine to belittle someone, making them feel worthless, and alone? You are not better than anyone. And, you never will be. Calling someone fake, won’t make you real. Calling some ugly, won’t make you pretty. Calling someone fat, sure as hell will not make you skinny. So, how about you sit your ass down, keep your mouth shut, and grow the fuck up. Once you’re bullied, and get to feel what it’s like to feel alone, worthless, just nothing in general, once you feel what it’s like to reach rock bottom, and even reach the point where you’re harming your OWN SELF, because of some shit someone said to you, you’ll understand how much it can hurt. Even if, that person says they don’t care, and “it won’t phase them,” on the inside, they know it’s hurts like hell. One thing you say to someone can cause them to go and take their own life, develop an eating disorder, or slit their wrists. And, you may never even know it. Even the “Happiest” of people can really be a cutter, maybe even anorexic/bulimic, etc. All because of you. People are better at faking smiles, and being happy  than you think. I mean, look at me. I’ve been bullied, now i’m just another fucked up teen, barely making it. That kid you just made fun of, maybe is abused at home. That girl you just called fat? She might be overdosing on diet pills. That boy that’s the center of everyone, smiling, and laughing all the time? Yeah, he plans on killing himself that night. You never know what goes through a person’s mind. EVER. ——- 

Another thing that gets to me, extremely is when someone bags on a person for their race/sexual oreintation/religion,etc. Like, who the fuck are you? I’m pretty sure their race/sexual oreintation/religion,etc .. doesn’t effect you, or interfere with you living whatsoever. Keep it to yourself. Goddamn. ——-

I’m done with the fact how boys always lead girls on. ( &vice-versa) why mess with someones mind, and feelings? it really hurts to find out you weren’t worth it. To find out, they never gave two flying fucks about you, and were really just using you.Or when someone you trusted with everything, goes out and tells the world everything you told them. Why do you have to be fake, and misleading? It takes forever for a person like me, to actually trust you with any little bit with my life, aside from what you see on the outside. To actually get ME to open up to YOU, could take a motherfucking lifetime. So, if i really ever trust you, appreciate that. Because, that’s a rare thing. A very rare thing. I never open up. I’m one of those people that like to keep to themselves, not share every little thing to the world, because then some people would think you’re just looking for attention, and pity when sometimes, you really wish some people would just get to look at the real you. I wish i could give everything about me, out to the world. Some people, would be in tears if they knew everything about me, and what actually goes through my mind. Things you would never expect by looking at me. 

THE END.



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17 / 12 / 2011 @ 12:43
I just got on the scale. 111.0 pounds. Almost there.

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17 / 12 / 2011 @ 11:23
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17 / 12 / 2011 @ 11:11
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Reblog if you care more about this child:

w-a-s-t-3-d-o-r-n-0-t:

than all the half naked girls on tumblr.

 I pray every day someone somewhere will find a cure for cancer and share it with the world.

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14 / 12 / 2011 @ 14:52
WOW. Haven’t been on in FOREVER! going to try and start this account back up. (:

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10 / 10 / 2011 @ 19:03
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10 / 10 / 2011 @ 18:41
i know tumblr isn’t about followers. but, i’ve been losing so many these past couple of days.. and, i really wish i knew what i was doing wrong. i know that i haven’t been on much, but honestly.. i’ve been trying my hardest. it’s been really hard to keep up with these past couple of days, because grade cards come out this friday, and i know im already failing, and will be grounded next week. so, don’t unfollow just because im not on for a little while. i’m trying. but, school + social life comes before internet.

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2 / 10 / 2011 @ 09:38
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2 / 10 / 2011 @ 09:38
to the fucker who called me fat:

I’m 3 pounds away from my goal weight. I currently weigh 113 pounds, when i wanna weigh 110. I’m beginning to like who i am. So, shut the fuck up.